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How can I decide what?s right?
When you?re clouding up my mind
I can?t win your losing fight
All the time

Nor could I ever own what's mine
When you?re always taking sides
But you won?t take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time

How did we get here
When I used to know you so well?
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it?s hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can?t see

What kind of man that you are
If you?re a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own

(I'm screaming, I love you so)
On my own
(But my thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well?
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we?ve done?
We?re gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we?ve done?
We?re gonna make such fools of ourselves

How did we get here
When I used to know you so well?
How did we get here
When I used to know you so well?

I think I know
I think I know
There is something I see in you
It might kill me, I want it to be true

Friends....

Well this is something where someone dearest to me said
she's really hurt and disappointed at her friends.
knowing the fact that they all celebrate each others birthday but leaves her one out
well she helped out in some bday parties for her friend i dont see why you all should leave her out
and no matter how you dont like me its okay
at least im not a nerd with a fucktard attitude
you dont like me say it to my face
learn how to accept other people
you holy people arent correct all the time
and this time i've proven you right
hurting your friend without even knowing it
i dont see how she still treat you all as friends, bloody a waste of effort
and YOU stop emoing cause SOMEONE will be there to celebrate your birthday
and you know WHO and please i make you happy everyday

Happy night with you and my family

It was our 2nd year together..
honestly I didnt really planned anything because i was short on time and cash and it was a sunday
meaning you would usually spend time with your family.
but heh i thought that i havent gone out with my parents for quite some time and it would be kinda special if I ask both you and m parents to go out together
well it turned ou tto be happy night
hope you feel the same way to
glad your here with me
this post is for you
to let you know I love you alot and although sometimes I do stupid things
but thanks for forgiving me and giving me another chance
hope there will be more annivesaries to come xoxo (oh we really need to camwhore ALOT MORE nowadays xp)

Photos taken by ziggy

oh i almost 4got this are some pictures which i did for my photograhpy assignments not
to boast or anything but just for you guys to see and yea see.... lol anyways this are all my hardwork so i hope you guys like it xp

Fuck MORAL!!!

It has been a long time since i have updated anything.
lol just kinda actually very lazy to do anything
anyways its suppose to be fucking 2 months of break for me from college but
well GOD knows why stupid moral class is held during my holidays!!
So much for a nice and relaxing time in this 2 months,,
Tomorrow is my dooms day...........
group assignment for moral class i dont mean the assignment but what i have to do and sacrifice
GG may god bless me LOL anyways thats all in this post

I hate U!!!!

you took my cigg away why why WHY!!!!

A poem i wrote

roses are red
violets are blue
dun u think its cool that the sky is blue?
im soo smart and i bet im smarter then you
and if u think wrong
i will kill YOU!!!
im just soo cool
LOL

DO NOT READ THIS BLOG

do not read this blog
it is just something i do to pass my free time
its stupid its dumb
but hey
im a SUPER ATTENTION SEEKER!!!
soo yea
i got your attention still
haa!!!
ciaoz
just another random post

another post about YOU

Im in class right now....
its how u say it erm.....
very very terribly superbly annoyingly BORING!!!!!!
i miss YOU babi .......
sigh.......
and i want a shirt from topshop
I DUN CARE
U MUZ GET IT FOR ME!!!

Back in ACTION

Hi people
im back...sorry for the terrible delay of post.....although i dont plan to blog on everything i do or see
like SOMEBODY....
well cny is about to finish i spent one whole week with sausages(meaning MAN or BOYS)
but it was fun thanks to antonio and joshie my holiday ended up kinda fun
well i shall tell you the beginning of the fellowship of BABI where 3 brave man traveled in a machine called myvi to spend their free time.....I KNOW ITS LAME....i just like it xp
ok first day I started of going to kiat mun's house for drinking session nothing much happened there but suprisingly kevin chai who clamed himself a powderful drinker made a fool of himself =_= first incident that happen after he drank, he broke a glass cup while he was trying to get ice
second incident he went into the pool to swim and when he was on his way up to set foot on ground he slipped and fell back in causing a tsunami........
third incident....he wanted to vomit but somehow he failed if u guys know the recent game played in cybers named left 4 dead then u would know what im talking about the picture above is how a boomer looks like......somehow he failed to be one he tried vomiting for more then one hour......=_= ok im getting lazy this chronicle continue soo wait for the next post or whatever LOL +peace+

F&#ked up days

Its one in the morning
im still wide awake LOL
juz cant sleep
blardy lots of things to think bout
my results, money, parents and..... yea ALOT
i just wish all this burden will go away and i can just relax and go on with life.....
anyway im sorry for the things i've said to you.....i wonder if u even read my blog
well if you do yea...im sorry you know i dont mean it
I LOVE YOU ALOT
hmmm sorry if this post bores you but seriously i just need to let it all out
well have a good week guys +peace+

i miss you....

guardian angel

When i see your smile
tears run down my face i cant replace
and now that im stronger i've figured out
how this world turns cold and break through my soul
and i know i'll find deep inside me i can be the one

i will never let u fall
i will stand up with you forever
i'll be there with you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

its ok its ok its ok
seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
i can show you i'll be the one

i will never let u fall
i will stand up with you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

cuz your my , my true love, my whole heart
please dont throw that away
cuz im here for you
please dont walk away
please tell me you'll stay, stay

use me as your will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and i know i'll be ok
though my skies are turning gray

i will never let you fall
i'll stand up with u forever
i'll be there for u through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

Hi everybody.................

Hi people...
welcome to my blog...
there will be loads of stuff in it
hope u guys will like it.....
im kinda speechless actually
cause everything has its first time and well this is my first time blogging
ok i feel lame....sorry i always am my friends actually complain alot about it
sooo i shall try to stop being lame
anyway have fun viewing whatever that comes in the future
+peace+