decode

How can I decide what?s right?
When you?re clouding up my mind
I can?t win your losing fight
All the time

Nor could I ever own what's mine
When you?re always taking sides
But you won?t take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time

How did we get here
When I used to know you so well?
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it?s hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can?t see

What kind of man that you are
If you?re a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own

(I'm screaming, I love you so)
On my own
(But my thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well?
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we?ve done?
We?re gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we?ve done?
We?re gonna make such fools of ourselves

How did we get here
When I used to know you so well?
How did we get here
When I used to know you so well?

I think I know
I think I know
There is something I see in you
It might kill me, I want it to be true

Friends....

Well this is something where someone dearest to me said
she's really hurt and disappointed at her friends.
knowing the fact that they all celebrate each others birthday but leaves her one out
well she helped out in some bday parties for her friend i dont see why you all should leave her out
and no matter how you dont like me its okay
at least im not a nerd with a fucktard attitude
you dont like me say it to my face
learn how to accept other people
you holy people arent correct all the time
and this time i've proven you right
hurting your friend without even knowing it
i dont see how she still treat you all as friends, bloody a waste of effort
and YOU stop emoing cause SOMEONE will be there to celebrate your birthday
and you know WHO and please i make you happy everyday

Happy night with you and my family

It was our 2nd year together..
honestly I didnt really planned anything because i was short on time and cash and it was a sunday
meaning you would usually spend time with your family.
but heh i thought that i havent gone out with my parents for quite some time and it would be kinda special if I ask both you and m parents to go out together
well it turned ou tto be happy night
hope you feel the same way to
glad your here with me
this post is for you
to let you know I love you alot and although sometimes I do stupid things
but thanks for forgiving me and giving me another chance
hope there will be more annivesaries to come xoxo (oh we really need to camwhore ALOT MORE nowadays xp)

Photos taken by ziggy

oh i almost 4got this are some pictures which i did for my photograhpy assignments not
to boast or anything but just for you guys to see and yea see.... lol anyways this are all my hardwork so i hope you guys like it xp

Fuck MORAL!!!

It has been a long time since i have updated anything.
lol just kinda actually very lazy to do anything
anyways its suppose to be fucking 2 months of break for me from college but
well GOD knows why stupid moral class is held during my holidays!!
So much for a nice and relaxing time in this 2 months,,
Tomorrow is my dooms day...........
group assignment for moral class i dont mean the assignment but what i have to do and sacrifice
GG may god bless me LOL anyways thats all in this post